Monday, March 9, 2009

oh that love thing

love is love.

it's strange.  there are some people (very very few) - who can do just about anything to you and you'll just keep loving them.

they can tear you apart, push you down, betray you, hurt you, embarass you, hurt you, hurt you, hurt you, make you so unbelievably awfully sad you don't know what to do with yourself, and yet still you love.

you love them perhaps for who you remember they were.  and you miss that person still.

it's quite annoying actually, this sort of love.

i think i've reserved it only for one.  

and that one so does not deserve it.

but what can i do?

love is love.

and this kind of love is unique.

strange, undeservedly placed, and undoubtedly ridiculous to those who never felt it.

2 comments:

JG said...

Well done. So true. The thing is, unless you have felt it yourself it is so hard to understand it. You always say I will never be that dumb girl who loves a guy even when he breaks her heart...but I guess the saying is true..never say never.

Lissa said...

Love is unfair, just like life. I am reminded of the quote "Had life been a game you would have been given instructions on what to do and where to go" (from my so called life) but alas, it is not. And so we deal. sympathetic shrug