pain

 i see pictures of you and i get the qualities of a fever.  I'm hot and cold at the same time, sweating and shivering simultaneously, my stomach twists and turns, and i get dizzy and nauseous.

the pictures are peculiar, because the person in them is someone I don't even know anymore...so then why the fever?  Perhaps it is a fever of memories past. 

Isn't it strange how a person can give you such a violent physical reaction?  I think its crazy~!  I hope I've never given anyone anything close to that.  Perhaps I've broken a few hearts... but I think I've always done it in a pretty good way, so as not to leave a scar so deep its never really healed.

In times like these I like to think - 'If Jennifer Anniston can take it, then so can I!'