you look mean in my dreams
like a mean man with bad intentions, your face in my dreams has the scowl i remember and shudder away from
sometimes my dreams show you as kind, like i remember you to be years ago
then i miss you
but the mean looking you in my most recent dream scares me away
i run away in these dreams, i keep running and running till you leave, my subconscious taking another turn in my REM state of mind
i keep running but you keep coming up
randomly
everywhere
from city to city to dream to dream to email to picture, i see you.
i just want to feel. Apathy.
an oxymoron indeed.
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